I’m no longer feel ashamed that I feel emotions, or for expressing them. The more I practise, the more I am able to experience letting go of the shame.
When I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, I was not told directly. I actually overheard the doctors talking & asked them “Is this what is wrong with me?”.
Forgiveness has become rather sanctimonious, hasn’t it? There’s an air of smug superiority with which it’s presented. I forgive therefore I am good! I disagree.
I’d never heard of gas lighting until a few years ago. I thought it was some archaic reference back to when houses actually had gas lights. I had no idea that I’d been subjected to it for many years