By Clara Rose It’s safe to say that developing mental health issues isn’t exactly the highlight of my life so far. The weakening of the knees, the racing of the heart, the shortness of breath. These are just some terrifying features of a panic attack. Sometimes there are people around who Continue Reading
Scars Never Fade
By Payal Joshi You are just walking down the street, heading for your destination. Out of nowhere a black bird comes flying and perches on your shoulder. It reeks of sadness. You try to ignore it for a while and keep walking. But then it starts clawing on your skin. Continue Reading
Pulling Me Back
By Amy Meadmore I’ve always found that it is at the best of times when the voices in my head are at their loudest. Whenever my uni course is going well, when I have the best friends I’ve ever made and I love my boyfriend to pieces. That’s when they Continue Reading
Courage, Dear Heart
By Ramblings of Ruin I wake up with panic perched on my chest. Rolling over I try to shake it off, try to dive back under the blanket of unconsciousness, but it’s done… I’m awake. Instead of getting up I lie in bed for another hour, and as my anxiety Continue Reading
When you watch the news on a depressive low
By Charlotte Edmunds So recently I have documented a lot of my depressive episode and a new diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD). As much as it makes sense, I am still unable to identify myself as BPD as I thought I was Bipolar. Whatever the title or reason, depressive Continue Reading
You deserve treatment
By Anonymous So, for the past couple of years I have been suffering with my mental health. However, as strange as it may seem to a neurotypical person, I was in a great deal of denial. I have low periods which last months at a time (sometimes almost a year) Continue Reading
Long road up to recovery
By Anonymous It started when I was 12 years old. Little isolated episodes, which I told myself weren’t a big deal. Everyone did it, right? And then when I turned 16, it spiralled out of control. I would find new ways to hurt myself, go to extreme lengths to hide Continue Reading
Misdiagnosed
By Charlotte Edmunds So, as I documented before, I am Bipolar type 2. Nope! Finally, after many referrals and many visits to GPs, longing for an answer. I didn’t feel I highly indentified with Bipolar. I had the meds; I had the diagnosis. But it still didn’t fit. I am Continue Reading
*Trigger Warning* Why is there such a barrier between physical and mental health?
By Allison I have been reading blogs on this site for ages but something happened for me on Thursday that compelled me to share something myself. I self harm. I wish I didn’t, but I have Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD), caused through years of systematic child abuse. For Continue Reading
“I Feel Bad for Anyone Who Ever Has to Date You”
By Sylvia Marcia Someone a few years ago told me: “I feel bad for anyone who ever has to date you.” Since then I haven’t been the same. I feel the guilt to this day for any person who ‘puts up’ with me. You must be an angel – for Continue Reading
Won’t Someone Help Me Please
By Charlotte Edmunds So today was the emergency psychiatric assessment after seeing the GP due to self harm and what not! Whilst they were delightful, they passed off the fact I got up and got dressed and turned up as a good thing. As not succumbing to depression. And while Continue Reading
A Sense of Identity
By Caroline Jones I saw a blog post from Blurt recently. They’re an amazing organisation, and if you haven’t been on their site before, you totally should; lots of fantastic information and advice for helping to deal with depression, etc, whether you or a loved one is the sufferer. And Continue Reading