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By Jake Cox
I didn’t want this
I didn’t choose it
I didn’t wake up and tell myself
Let’s be anxious
Let’s be depressed
Let’s end it all
I didn’t want this
Day by day my problems grow
The monsters
The demons
The voices
They slowly became visible
People noticed a change
But stood, watched and didn’t help
I never wanted this illness
I never wanted to feel like this
I never wanted this.
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