By Clara Rose
I want to say I don’t miss you,
Or think of you every day.
Don’t imagine you’re sitting right beside me,
See your face when I hear those tunes play.
I want to say it’s all your fault,
Yet against all advice I let you stay.
I don’t know if I’m right but I blame myself,
Were my actions what drove you away?
I want to say I despise you,
For crossing that line that you laid.
But the truth is I can’t help but love you,
And remember the promises we made.
“I promise I’ll never be the one to harm you”,
“I promise I’ll never walk away”.
Panda promised our bond for eternity,
It’s strange how some things can change.
I want to say I hope you feel horrific,
You shatter my soul and heart daily.
But wherever you are I pray that you’re happy,
And that we’ll be united again some day.
I want to say I see a full future,
That my dear just isn’t true.
I’ll never fill this hole you left behind,
Forever reserved for you.
Thank you for being my light in the dark,
Thank you for being there with such persistence.
Thank you for bringing an angel to my door,
Thank you for giving me life in existence.
I’m sorry I wasn’t enough to keep you at my side,
To have you back there’s nothing I wouldn’t do.
One final promise I will now make,
I will always and only love you.
UNITED STATES
UNITED KINGDOM