I know the day will come

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By Anon

As I look back at my life all I see is failure, disappointment. Unworthy, unloved, uncared for, neglected, abandoned. It doesn’t bear to think about… I’ve tried to make it, to be strong throughout, to try and be heard above the other chaos. And I know I’ve loved my close ones till my heart has nearly burst into two, but they didn’t see the tears, the hurt, the anger, the frustration that kept holding me back. I know I’ve tried but it wasn’t good enough! But I know the day will come.

Never good enough

Nothing I’ve ever done was good enough! I’ve never been loved, cared for properly, been told that I was loved, been told that I was ever worth living. Instead I have been called Worthless, Ugly, Nuts, amongst other things…

It looks like Borderline Personality Disorder has won and I’ve lost!

I’ve tried, really I have, but it’s nearly the end now, I just want Peace, I want to rest…

Please don’t come to my grave and weep and tell me that you love me, you should have told me that when I was alive…