I’m determined to push through depression and help others in need. I have a second chance, and because I spoke out I am still here.
My Mind isn’t Well
My mind isn’t well, but that’s something you can’t see. You can’t understand how much it’s affecting me. You don’t see the pain it causes inside…
Somatization: A New Term for Many
Some who read my blog may find this post upsetting. I’m going to be walking on holy ground for many of us who live with dissociative identity disorder.
Ten Things I Hate | Simply the Best
I hate the way you look at me, how you question who you are | I hate the way you settle down, though you know you deserve more |
Switch
on, the words of pain | off, the tears when someone is there | on, the smile to a strange face | off, the past and present honesty…
Dear depression
Dear Depression, I remember the day you forced yourself into my life. You never introduced yourself. You just started taking over.
I Am Not Okay
I am not okay. I dread every day. I hate myself more than I ever did before. I am not okay. There are so many debts that I just cannot pay.
Counselling, and Writing to Heal
This is going to be painful. This is going to hurt. But, you’re already in pain. You’re already hurting. Maybe writing will take some of that pain away.
Is this worth it?
Is this worth it? What’s the point? I’ve failed everyone. I’m so tired. I don’t know what to do. Will I ever be happy? I don’t know why I keep going.
Life Lesson – Love
I started to tell people I was bisexual. I’d known for nearly 4 years, and telling a single person felt like the entire universe was off my back.
The Life I Lost
The life I lost | The joy forever gone | Replaced by pain and grief | The smiling heart forever lost | Replaced by emptiness
Unexpected Triggers – Our 9th Month
Every month brings unexpected triggers. 9 months feels unbearably long. Missing him is absolutely the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do in my life.