Mirror, mirror, on the wall, how did I end up on a psych ward??

By Harriet Russell Hello again lovely readers, I thought today I would write about how I got to where I am today, i.e. in a psychiatric hospital.  I’ve lead a very charmed life and am extremely fortunate in that respect, but I’d like to stress the obvious: mental illness does Continue Reading

Bipolar, mood stabilising medications, and Cosmo Kramer

By Jonathan Reyes It’s not all that easy talking about bipolar disorder.  I mean, when you bring up bipolar and mood, most of the time people just think, ‘Ehh, my woman or man is bipolar as fuck’.  But when you start to mention the mood stabilising medications that you have Continue Reading

My mother spoke to me through my thoughts. My bipolar journey (part 1)

By Joe Doyle My father, Hugh Anthony Doyle, met Kathleen O’Meara, daughter of Joseph O’Meara, around 1974.  My father moved to her home town, Newcastle, County Down, and married her on Sunday 12th September 1976.  I was born Anthony Joseph Doyle on March 26th 1978.  My mother died on April Continue Reading

The Real Sparkle King: How I Cope with Bipolar Depression

By Patrick A. Roland I should have known I was in trouble when they started calling me The Sparkle King. About six weeks after the release of Unpacked Sparkle, I entered a New Year’s Eve dance on a large throne.  6 people, dubbed the Sparklettes, danced and swirled around me, Continue Reading

TRIGGER: Suicide attempt at weekend and making sense of it.

By bipolaretaeus To say I’m very disappointed is an absolute understatement.  Devastated.  I haven’t tried to take my own life for a few years now and thought all was in control, however this weekend it all exploded and I ended up in A&E for emergency physical treatment. **** I have Continue Reading

On being a Mental Health Nurse

By bipolaretaeus Having a diagnosis of Bipolar Affective Disorder and being a mental health nurse comes with challenges. Without bipolar, it does anyway. I went into nursing because of my constant exposure to mental illness in my family, in me and some of my friends.  I wanted, and still want, Continue Reading

Deciding to live is a very difficult thing….TRIGGER

By bipolaretaeus ‘Deciding to live’ is a journal entry I wrote at 4 am, during a crisis in 2014.  It transpired I was experiencing a mixed episode, diagnosed very soon after this in hospital.  I thought I’d posted this already, just realised I hadn’t, so thought I would.  I find Continue Reading