Individual Mental Health Recovery – what does it mean for us (including professional and our issues) & what do we do?

By Bipolaretaeus I’m writing this in an attempt to give hope to those of us who battle mental illness. It stems from my insight over the years from coping with trauma, three suicide attempts, a diagnosis of Bipolar (type 1) and ADHD. Also it comes from what to expect through Continue Reading

TRIGGER: Suicide attempt at weekend and making sense of it.

By bipolaretaeus To say I’m very disappointed is an absolute understatement.  Devastated.  I haven’t tried to take my own life for a few years now and thought all was in control, however this weekend it all exploded and I ended up in A&E for emergency physical treatment. **** I have Continue Reading

On being a Mental Health Nurse

By bipolaretaeus Having a diagnosis of Bipolar Affective Disorder and being a mental health nurse comes with challenges. Without bipolar, it does anyway. I went into nursing because of my constant exposure to mental illness in my family, in me and some of my friends.  I wanted, and still want, Continue Reading

Deciding to live is a very difficult thing….TRIGGER

By bipolaretaeus ‘Deciding to live’ is a journal entry I wrote at 4 am, during a crisis in 2014.  It transpired I was experiencing a mixed episode, diagnosed very soon after this in hospital.  I thought I’d posted this already, just realised I hadn’t, so thought I would.  I find Continue Reading