Living with a mental illness means fighting a constant internal battle. Just know, you are doing so much better than you think, and there is help out there.
I cannot see past this. The pain overwhelms me. Is recovery real? How long does it take? Is it even possible? How will I know what recovery looks like?
Non-League football is progressing really well, but there’s still lots that needs to be done to support a young footballer’s battle with mental health.
Why? There’s nothing I can pinpoint feeling panicked about. It occurs to me to check my heartbeat. Faster than normal. Is this panic physical or mental?
I called myself worthless and wished I was dead. I’ve lost out on opportunities and relationships. But I’m taking small steps every day to improve my life.